hmmm... it was a mental struggle... i know i had to keep on S*******... but i just cant for that while after reality... i wanted to sleep it off... and so i did...
waking up in the morning is the most toughest.... to be brought back to reality and realise that i have to face it again... it hurts... my confidence... any form of hope is...

i have to tell myself to convert this into a motive force... it aint easy... really...

the higher u go, the harder u fall. the night is darkest just before the dawn... only to realise that the night is coming soon again