haha...so long never update liaoz...well...jct is over le...but honestly...not satisfied with my results....failed bio and chem...den...chem teacher wants to see me...revise over my study methods...hahaz...feel so idunno how to describe....well..i guess i really should have done much better...hahaz....bio essay i want to puke blood liaoz...cll...i shld do better...same for maths...so many stupid mistakes....wel...so many unhappy things happen at my b"dae period....i had a row with my best friend...darren...which...i m really sensitive to wad he has done...england lost to portugal!!!!! so sad that day...my stupid results make me puke blood....and then i have to single-handedly finish doing a webpage project by myself...with limited help from my teammates...i mean COME ON!!!! this is a team...not me...anyway the webpages sux like dick....i feel so f***ed off that day...i was wondering if i was too nice...to compromise with others...left all alone to face disatisfaction from my tutor...and then the rubbish which is all i can do...to meet the deadline...haiz...am i too nice?....well...my b'dae...they celebrated at robin's place...with a bbq...hahaz...very funny...i m b'dae boy...but i went to bbq food and set up fire all those things....but nvm...hahaz...coz i like to do bbq stuff...i find it very interesting...a sense of satisfaction when the fire is set up and the charcoal is burning...hahaz...not easy de u noe...but..thanks to my bunch of good friends for making that day memorable..."one way or another"....well...towards my soccer...hahaz...recently..i won some praises from my teammates for a great display of football...hahaazz...FIRST TIME SIA!!!! so happy...so i can maintain performance...then i can make sch team...then i can make a huge influence....i can take TJC out of the no-win streak for likea few years liaoz..( which is very pathetic)...hahahaz...(perhaps wishful thinking)...we have a poor coach, a poor pitch....a poor pool of talents...hahaz...well... the coach really needs a change...he is short...slow...useless...and YES...he is SHORT!!!! wonder how he play footbal in the past...maybe he wear high heels sia...wateva...he has won a game in the boys division for god noes how many years...sad la...maybe no budget...cannot get a pro. coach...hhaaz...but in the end...better not be him...now...angeline taking prep prelim...under immense pressure...my job is to help her...guide her along...give her joy intimes of despair...encourage her...and shower my love for her...lol...ahahz....so sweet rite....must say YES hor...hahaz....be cool....anyway...to a more sad tone...does anyone really understand me????